I push my fingers into my eyes...

"I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I waited as my time elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise;
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice"